I miss my face

Eventho I'm not as pretty as some stars (errr... did I just exaggerate it???) :-P, I do miss my old face...
My face is still swollen now... thanks to the surgery :-S

Yesterday I checked up again to my dentist...he said "it's good it's good!" -> where the hell is good??? :-S It's not good actually coz with this swollen face, that means No Food. No Sports. No Laughs. No Hangout. No Life basically...

So...I decided to borrow Korean drama series yesterday (hmmm...doesn't it sound like part of my life???) hehe... My Girl with 16 episodes in total... Ive watched 8 episodes in a row yesterday...
The drama was actually good, funny, different story, but what made me hate it is the funny part of it... remember that I can't laugh???
Sigh what made me hate it even more was when my mom laughed so loud and that would make me laugh with her...
I couldn't hold it once and I think I did laugh a little (damn...I forgot to see myself laughing in the mirror... when else I got the chance to see a monster laughing??) hahaha I think I should stop insulting myself for my own sake :P
Ah yeah when I tried to laugh, I could feel my stitched gum stretched a little...man it hurts :-(
So I tried to hold it so hard... :-S
So you people, when you got the chance to have fun and laugh, do it fully :-P Laugh a lot while you can, coz when you can't laugh...that'd be sadddd :-(

Hmmm I remember the real story about a kid who can't laugh... I think it was a muscle problem or something like that...
I just can't imagine it...maybe she can laugh but it just wasn't expressed in her face :-S
Well hope there will be a cure to such disease coz no laugh means no life for me :)

Swollen Face

Yesterday evening I went under 1 hr dental surgery...
My face is swollen now coz my gum was cut and I didn't know what happened after that :-|
I guess I was too afraid to see the process hehe... All I saw was the equipments with some blood on them :-S eeewwww...

I did receive anaesthesia around the front teeth but I could still feel the pain... I couldn't imagine how painful it would be without the anaesthesia :-S
I cannot talk now... I barely can move my upper lip hahaha you will laugh seeing my face now... even my brother cannot hold his laughter everytime he sees me...
Deb cannot talk for around 3 days? Yes that kills me slowly hehe... I guess that's why I blog instead hahaha :-P

You know? after all these pains, I don't even know why I need the surgery :-S I was too panic just thinking of the surgery and forgot to ask the details WHY I need it :-S Stooopidd mee...
Well the thing that I understand is that I did bump my front teeth with something hard about 10 years ago (possibly my friend's forehead or the floor) so that this accident killed my front teeth' roots...
As far as I know, this will make my front teeth' colour to get darker and darker as I age...and coz these are my front teeth, it would not be good for my appearance... that's all I know...

I guess I would continue eating porridge for 3 days since I cannot chew anything now :-(
What a weekend :-S !!!
A little message from me... If you want to look pretty, you have to suffer a little sometimes :-)

Bad Teeth...

Few days ago I went for a dental check-up here in my usual dentist..
He found 1 cavity in my tooth and guess what??? He suddenly took picture of my front teeth, and when he saw the result, he was surprised? "Huh???" , he said.

I didn't feel good about it so I quickly looked at the picture and... UNSURPRISINGLY I just saw my teeth hahaha :P Nothing really in it, the thing that was outstanding is there was a darker circle in one of the root. He asked me who dealt with ur teeth there? I said "It's always you!"
Apparently he said my infection that was treated a year ago hasn't got well... He said "You NEED a LITTLE SURGERY"... and my reaction was "SIGH...!!!" (a big one)

I don't like going to dentist... I guess who would love it??? Unless the dentist is a hot young guy and you only go there just to see him :-)
Today I will go for that surgery... The dentist has given me some antibiotics beforehand and I need to take them before my surgery... I don't feel good now...
I feel reluctant going there just by imagining how long I would have to open my mouth, take those painful treatment... why oh why :-(

I suppose I can't go anywhere this weekend... oh dear...

Daughters-in-law (며느리 전성시대)

Or can be read: The Golden Era of Daughters in Law.
Funny, refreshing drama to watch.

Main Cast:

• Kim Ji-Hoon (김지훈) as Lee Boksu (이복수)
  

• Lee Soo-Kyung (이수경) as Cho Mijin (조미진)
  

• Lee Pil-Mo (이필모) as Cho Inwoo (조인우)

• Suh Young-Hee (서영희) as Lee Boknam (이복남)

The relationships are kinda awkward:
Lee Boksu is Lee Boknam's older brother
Cho Inwoo is Cho Mijin's older brother
Lee Boksu married Cho Mijin -> Here Cho Inwoo is Lee Boksu's older brother-in-law
Then Cho Inwoo married Lee Boknam -> So now Lee Boksu is also Cho Inwoo's older brother-in-law (???)

Hahaha I like this drama. Funny I can say...
I just watched this drama for a while in KBSWorld but sadly they only play this drama 2 days a week (Sat and Sun).

In this drama, there are 2 main family scenes: the Lee Soogil and Lee Myunghee Families.
Lee Soogil is Boksu and Boknam's father. He has a sister which is Lee Myunghee.
In Lee Soogil's family scene, everything looks complicated but funny to see... On the other hand, Lee Myunghee is a very cold-hearted mother-in-law who is acting like a real bitch. She's very mean to her daughter-in-laws and very selfish. In the series, Lee Myunghee married to a rich family and that's why it made her feel like she owns the world hehehe...
Watch it and you'll like it :)

More info about the casts can be found here

[Lyric] Selamanya Cinta

Looking for good Indonesian song? Check this out.



Sung by Yana Yulio first and then resung recently by D Cinnamons

Di kala hati resah
Seribu ragu datang … memaksaku
Rindu semakin meyerang
Kalau lah aku dapat membaca pikiranmu
Dengan sayap pengharapanku ingin terbang jauh

Biar awan pun gelisah,
Daun daun jatuh berguguran
Namun cintamu kasih terbit laksana bintang
Yang bersinar cerah menerangi jiwaku

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku
Hingga membuat kau percaya
Akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku
Selamanya selamanya

Biar awan pun gelisah
Daun daun jatuh berguguran
Namun cintamu kasih terbit laksana bintang
Yang bersinar cerah menerangi jiwaku

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku hingga membuat kau percaya, akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku,
Rasa cinta yang tulus, dari dasar lubuk hatiku.
Tuhan jalinkanlah cinta bersama, selamanya.

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku
Hingga membuat kau percaya
Akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku
Selamanya … selamanya … selamanya … selamanya

Babi Guling Bu Oka

Bali.... I haven't told you about the food I ate there...
To be honest, for me I love food in Java better than in Bali...maybe it's becoz I'm not used to Balinese style in term of taste...

I had this meal when I was in Ubud... the famous area in Bali for its arts and crafts...
My friend recommended this place since it was aired in the Discovery channel...

- The unique taste -

I dun think it's very unique... This maybe becoz I was born in Indo and I've had pork so many times hahaha
But of course if you normally just eat the pork meat with nothing else, you might want to try this.
It has some nice sauce and some unique vegetables that I've never had before..dun ask me the name of the vegie hehe... coz I'm not the expert in terms of vegetables

I suggest you to eat it with the green chili to make it taste nicer...but be careful! it's quite hot!

The Fact: I'm UNEMPLOYED now!!!

Today I just feel like blogging....
My Internet connection here in Indonesia isn't that good eventho I've used the broadband so I blog mainly offline and upload them when I'm online...

Today I started to think again if I waste part of my life here now, doing nothing...
I promised myself to continue thinking seriously of what I really wanna do in the future, about business opportunities here in Indonesia, about how I can improve my dad's business etc...
But it seems all those promises meant nothing...I didn't do much...what I did was spending my dad's money and had a lot of fun...
Hehe it's not that I hate doing that but I also have some conscience that I have to watch my spending and think about more useful things that I should do during my holiday...

My shares aren't doing well, I have credit card bills to pay, I have rent fees and Internet that I need to manage there while I have no income whatsoever...
When I think over what other ppl said to me when I told them I would like to continue doing my master degree, I somehow agree a little bit with them... Of course I didnt regret what I've done so far tho coz I think I've learnt something new and that would benefit me in the future...
But what I agree with them was that I missed my experience that I could get if I didnt take my master degree in the first place...
Like now, I've been unemployed for almost 1 year...(I know at least I've been doing my study during this time so I can't say Ive wasted my 1 year fully hehe)

Did I do something good or something useless?

My bro said working in Indo would be different from working in Aussie. The people are different. The culture is different. The salary is indeed DIFFERENT. The environment would be a lot different. But should I get experience in Aussie despite the fact that I have to go back to Indo for good later on?

My tutor once said Indonesian students thinking of getting work experience in Aussie before going back to Indonesia is just an excuse of feeling reluctant to go back to Indo...
Well I still think it's a valid excuse. Moreover, I think having experience of difficulties in other country will mean a lot when we start working in Indo for real. It will develop our communication skills as well I believe...
PLUS we should learn how people from a more advanced country work so that we can start developing our own nation. Isn't that right?

Hehe I'm thinking too much hey? I know I can't turn back time to 1 year ago...I just need to think forward and there's nothing to regret :-)